Friday, December 24, 2004

Thoughts on the Eve of December 24

        First, I must give a warning to all of those who do not celebrate Christmas: Christmas doesn't start until the 25th; it does not start at sundown. Good job.
        I'm watching Midnight Mass on WGN right now, and I thought I'd provide some commentary to it...
• They're singing songs in English and I recognize some of the lyrics as from the Old Testament. I know this because these same lines are used in certain Jewish songs; "Sing a new song unto God(aka: Shiru l'Adonai shir chadash)", and "let the heavens be glad".
• There are two cantors singing. If they were Jewish, the only change that would need to be made is the language used. I don't particularly care for that. I understand the purpose of sacred music, I rather enjoy it. What I don't understand is why it must take a form so similar to that of the church. Please don't read too much into this comment as I really don't know what point I'm trying to make. Just a thought.
• The Archbishop is giving a sermon. It's so simple. But it teaches. He's talking about his religion, not politics. I think I might understand why Christianity has such a big draw: simple lessons and values that are easy to understand, and these lessons are taught over and over again. That is also, however, why I love Judaism. I love the nuances of our faith and how so many people can take these same texts and get so many different ideas and conclusions. I just wish the pulpit was used more for the purpose of teaching, rather than politicking.
• The podium being used by the Archbishop is made of wood. On the front is a carving of the body of Jesus on the Cross. The top vertical post, however, is not there. So it looks like Jesus is carrying the podium.
• They're prostrating. It reminds me of Yom Kippur.
• They're talking about his death. I thought this was his BIRTHday? I need to study this religion more...
• There's a guy speaking in Latin with an American accent. It's like "Spanglish", but more like "Latinish"
• I find it fascinating that above all, Jews and Christians pray for the same thing: (as quoted from a song during this Mass) "Oh Lord, hear our prayer." It's so simple; we all just want to make sure that there's someone/something listening.
• Now they're passing baskets attached to poles for collecting money. It's kinda in your face giving. I hope that money goes to a homeless shelter.
• Funny shot: cups of wine, and a mic cable sticking up. Awesome.
• The people leading the service keep bowing to each other. I'm confused. Again, I need to learn more about this religion.
• The Archbishop is doing an adaptation of the Priestly benediction for the congregation. Mos def an adaptation...but still close...

That was really interesting. It made me want to learn more. Happy holidays to all.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

The Weekend That Was

Note: This was refering to Thanksgiving weekend...a little delayed I know...

"I don't want my love to go to waste, I just want you and your beautiful soul."

This weekend was unique. I think that's the best way to describe it. There weren't any earth/relationship shattering events, but nothing of exceptional positive significance either.

Wednesday: I left Davis on a shuttle and wrote. It was awesome. The thanksgiving thoughts from the previous entry were written on that ride. I sat in front of a girl and the conversation she had was really interesting. She was describing a problem she was having in the dorms: her roommates talked to her about cleaning up her dishes in the sink. She was so distraught that they would have the gaul to ask her that request. I found it really amusing.
I got to the airport and realized that I had just about 3 and a half hours until my flight left. I also noticed that three flights were leaving before mine. So I requested to be put on the stand-by list for one of the earlier flights. Not only did I get on the earlier flight, I was in group A, and the flight was more than half empty. Crazy. I guess Southwest had too many flights to San Diego or something. Either way, I got home earlier than I thought I would. I got home and spent some good time with my parents.
Thursday: Early in the morning, my dad and I got up and went to Seaport Village for a 5k walk/run for Jewish Family Service. While it was nice to spend time with my dad, I think the best part was hearing the live bands along the way. There were some blues and rock groups, there was a DJ along the way, and two Blues Brothers and an Austin Powers impersonator. The walk went around about 15 blocks downtown. I was able to see the area in a way I hadn't seen before: slowly. Usually, I am driving through the area, but it was really interesting to see downtown up close and personal.
After the walk, we went to Jamba juice, went home, and got the house ready for Thanksgiving dinner. Before dinner, there was an incredible sunset. When I saw it, I remembered how beautiful the sunsets are in California and San Diego. I'll let the picture speak for itself.
Friday: After some much needed sleep, my parents and I went out to get some clothes. For those who know me well, you know that I don't get new clothes very often. So this was a significant occasion. We went to Old Navy and I got...well, your probably don't care.
Friday evening was a lot of fun. I went to Sarah's and random people showed up, and most seemed to be in pairs. Catherine and Kevin, Taryn and Amy were there for about 5 minutes because Taryn thought that we thought something about her. I didn't really understand. Alexa and Jordyn, Ben Lieberman and Mike Feldman, Dusty and Joanna, Yve, Seth, Sarah, and her Brother Ben. It was really nice to see everyone, especially Dusty. I hadn't seen her since February and I realized that this was the first time we'd seen each other where we didn't hook up, and it also wasn't incredibly awkward. After some good times, I went home content from a really fun evening. There was no drama, just good fun.

Monday, November 29, 2004

A Eulogy

"These days, these days.
These days I seem to think about
How all the changes came about my ways
And I wonder if I'll see another highway." -Nico

These lyrics come from the song "These Days" by Nico and I came across them in the movie "The Royal Tenenbaums." Tonight, the only thing I can reference is that movie.
Today, I learned that my step-aunt, Marsha, passed away. She had been struggling in a battle with Crohn's disease, and I'm fairly sure complications relating to that are what caused her death. I'd like to think that her death was untimely, but the unfortunate truth was that we lost touch years ago, so her death could have happened years from now and it would have made just about the same impact it does now.
I think the best way that I can characterize Aunt Marsha was that she was a female version of Royal Tenenbaum. She was bright, but was never really able to hold a job for too long. She loved her family, but seemed to mistreat them in a way that only she could sympathize with. She didn't bring our family together based on a fake disease, like the movie version of Royal did, yet she had incredible talent and vibrance, like the movie version of Royal did.
It's hard to describe what I'll miss the most about my aunt. The last significant time I remember seeing her was many years ago. What is significant is that the battles between our families have left two dead. We're not a huge family. And two is a large number. What I will miss about my aunt is that there is now no chance for the two sides to make peace with Marsha being a player in the negotiations. I will miss her presence. Though, I will miss that side of the family getting together for holidays and occasions more than just the physical existence of Aunt Marsha.

Whether some will admit it or not, you will be missed, Aunt Marsha.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Thanksgiving Thoughts

"This morning, there's a calm I can't explain.
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain."
-John Mayer

        Who would have thought it was true? Thanksgiving, as my Jewish Studies professor David Biale explained, is a Jewish holiday! In Hebrew, Chag haHodaya is a holiday of thanks, and Chag haHodu is a holiday of Turkey. The similarity of these words is so striking, that it is obvious that thanksgiving is a holiday derived from the Jews. With a joking lecture aside, it is curious to note that the kids in the Religious school I song-lead for also thought tried to convince me that Thanksgiving was a Jewish holiday. Their rational was that Thanksgiving was just the goyisha version of Sukkot, one of the Jewish harvest festivals. Regardless, the argument that the secular Thanksgiving derives from a Jewish holiday has just about as much validity as if one were to argue that Christmas was created so that store owners could increase business. In any case, this year, I have much to be thankful for.
        First, my family. This year, my cousin Laurie had her second child, Samantha. Since last thanksgiving, Becky has met and fallen for Eric, and I have a hunch that they'll be together for a long time. I'm really happy for her. My parents FINALLY completed the remodel, and my mom just had a very happy, accomplishing birthday. I know it means a lot to her that she was able to get to this point and it is something I give thanks for. My dad is always continuing his pursuit of the business which allows him to retire, and I think he's found it. I'm thankful that he found it, but I will be much happier when he finally does. He deserves it. He defines "workaholic," and I see where I get my work ethic from.
        Second, my friends. My friends are a special breed of people. They inspire, discover, learn, grow, and they cause me to do the same. I am so happy to say that I have remained close with many friends, despite the distance of college. There are two which I feel are necessary to specifically mention because of their contribution to my life: Stacy and Ally. I do not mean to say that these two are the only ones who have contributed to me and kept me sane in the last year, but they are the two that I could not say the same about last year. Joanna, Sally, Ben, Sarah, and Molly have made such an impact on me, I am forever grateful, yet this year I add Stacy and Ally to the list of who keep me true to myself and others.
        Stacy and I met in June of 2003 at Mechina, but we didn't really get to know each other that well. We also didn't really keep in touch. This past summer changed that. Stacy and I were able to maintain a great support system for each other that rivaled friends of many years. I don't know what I would have done without her listening and helpfulness since we reconnected. She's also someone who I'm incredibly proud of. She has overcome some very trying times incredibly well and has matured so much in a short amount of time. I'd like to think that I had as much impact on her as she has on me, but regardless, I am thankful that we are as close as we are and I hope our relationship stays exactly the same.
        Ally. It takes a lot for me to get butterflies in my stomach. Yet Ally is the kind of person that I get so excited to speak to, that it happens almost every time I even think of her. I also don't know what this summer would have been like without her. There are a few people who read me really well. Ally's one of them. Ally does more than read my emotions, though, she knows how to deal with them and how to handle a situation. This summer, for example, she could tell when how on the last night of camp, I was incredibly frustrated with a situation. She read this and took me outside for a few minutes. We just went outside and breathed. She could tell that I needed to not be in that room and acted on that instinct. There are moments like that which bring such joy and comfort to my life. I am so thankful that she is a part of my life and I only wish that we could live closer together.
        I have a lot to be thankful for when I look back on the last year. I couldn't have imagined I would be where I am now: on NFTY board, a brother of AEPi, incredible friends with a mutual feeling of love, on a bus going from UC Davis to the airport to fly home for Thanksgiving. I only dreamed of this moment. To quote Edwin McCain, "I could not ask for more."
        Yet something bothers me about Thanksgiving. I understand how one can be thankful, I can understand how one can be appreciative, but how does one give thanks? It is going up to someone and saying "thank you"? Is that giving thanks? Or maybe it derives from a sacrificial ritual from the early Temple days which would prove that Thanksgiving is REALLY a Jewish holiday. Maybe. It's something to ponder, and maybe there is no right answer. All I know is that life is good.

Monday, November 22, 2004

On a Cloud

Things are really looking up!

Last night, I recorded the bass line for "A Ballad" and I got really excited, so I posted some of the lyrics on LJ. Today, someone quoted them. Awesome. It's such an amazing feeling to know that you're words have a positive impact on someone else.

Today: I'm writing a paper. Which brings me back to earth from my cloud, but also keeps me elevated. I really enjoy writing, so it shouldn't be too bad.
This afternoon, I'm going to get two shots so I can get my academic holds taken off and I can take more than 13.5 units next quarter. Then, it'll be back to writing the paper for sociology.
Tonight should be good. I think we're getting initiated into the Chi Delta Chapter of the Alpha Epsilon Pi Fraternity. Putting up with everything has DEFINITELY made it a worth while experience. I'm so anxious for it to be official.
That's the update from the farm. Back to describing the socially constructed identity.

Deep breath, and I'm off. Havn't done that in a while.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Why didn't this happen in High School?

I got my first Jewish Cultures paper back: A-
I just got my first Sociology paper back: 99 out of 100

How did this happen?!? I just hope I can keep it up.

Yaaaaaaaaaaaay I-WEEK

Friday, November 12, 2004

People Watching

I really enjoy people watching. Not that I'm a stalker, but sometimes it's incredibly rewarding to just observe other people. Right now, for instance, I'm on a bus heading to the airport. A mother and her two daughters just got on at a mall. The curious thing about them is that they appear to be the stereotypical southern family: stringy hair, always trying to make themselves more beautiful, but generally content with themselves. They're very friendly, though, as is the bus driver. I can tell the driver does this shift regularly by the way that she knows more than half of the passengers that come on and off by name. Back to the family, it makes me wonder where, at 8:00 AM, they came from and where they are going. It does not seem like they are going to school, as they don't have backpacks. Do schools get this Friday off too? I guess it's only a real-world situation where people only take Thursday off for Veterans day.
Another girl just came on. She looks like she's in middle school, talks like she's from Texas, but has the maturity of an adult. (Just as I was typing this, she mentioned a Texas area code, which makes me think that she is actually from there, as opposed to the other family who appear to just be Woodland-ites) She obviously has become accustomed to West Coast society, where the social scene permits anyone to speak as if they were from the ghetto without needing to be in a minority. For example, when talking to the bus driver about cell phone plans, she mentioned that the plan her parents wanted to set up "fuckin' ain't worth shit." It always amazes me what people do and how they change when they attain different levels of independence. I don't really know why it is, but I think the amount of independence one receives -- rather, the amount of dependence on oneself that is required -- as a child is one of the most influential factors on that person.
We just went to the other side of the 113 and the fog here is very thick. I hope it won't impair the airport.
Earlier, we were leaving the mall and I noticed a very funny sign. It was on the other side of the street, said "one way", and pointed to the left. But it was a two way street. There was a divide between the sides of the street, but not a major one. So we turned right anyway. It was a pointless sign. At the next stoplight, there was a sign that showed how each of the two lanes could turn one way or the other, yet right next to that sign was another: "one way." I was amused. I wanted to take a picture, but alas, no such brevity came.
I'm pretty excited to be going home, but I'm glad it's only for the weekend. I really enjoy Davis, but I am very glad to get to see my family before this next week. I'm really glad to see that my has passed and is living past her mother's age. Despite everything, she really is a good woman.
I just had the oddest experience sitting in the airport. I was sitting, looking out at the planes, and an elderly couple sat down next to me. There were other open seats, but for some reason, they chose those seats. I had the strangest urge: I wanted to ask them about their history. I was curious to hear how they met, what their lives were like before they met, and how their lives have changed since they've been together. It was weird. I wanted to know about them for no real rhyme or reason. Not sure what to make of it, but I didn't ask them.
Now I'm home. Should be fun!

Monday, November 08, 2004

Some thoughts I've had and been too busy to compile and post:

I voted. Go team. Too bad we couldn't pull Ohio...and those 20 some-odd other southern states...

There was a demonstration on campus with a wall being pulled by a mini-van representing the wall/fence/etc in Israel. It was sponsored by SJP(Students for Justice in Palestine), and they were promoting a speaker that was coming in. He, obviously, must have been knowledgeable in peace negotiations as -- no, not a member of the PLO, K'nesset, some other organization involved with peace negotiations -- a hydrologist. His talk was about the "devastating environmental impact of Israeli aggression on the people and the land of Palestine." Oh please. Gotta save the land, but fuck our children. Let them blow themselves up. This will be a fun four years! I can't wait to start showing up to Cross Cultural center meetings and the like and throwing this kinda shit at them. Just to see them squirm. I really should stop typing before it gets me in trouble. And it has just become a private post. BTW, I'm all for civilized talks with the anti-Zionists, so long as they are.

I got groceries: TP, Jello pudding, ritz crackers, albertsons brand pop-tarts, and gatorade. Yum.

Quote of the day(a few days ago)
"If you want to find a Rabbi, you’re going to go to a synagogue. You’re not gonna go to the [coffee shop], you’re going to go to a synagogue."-Prof. Biale of Jewish Studies

i think that's it for now...awesome weekend at kesher convention! oh debauchery.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Takin' A Break From Politics

So I got bored in English class (shocker) and wrote this blues song. Pretty much true to life, but names are changed. Guess who's who and get 10 points.

He hops into bed
All alone
It's 10 o'clock, he's thinkin' of her
He can't go to sleep
But he's dreamin
'Bout every word he's gonna say
Ben's been around
Not in this town
But now there's someone that he has found

She hops in her car
All alone
10 o'clock, she not thinkin' of him
She sleep easily
No chemestry
But when to tell him what she's got to say
She's been around
Ben's new in town
Throw me a quarter and I'll keep playin'

That's all I've got so far. At some point I'll write a third verse, but I can't really do that until more of the story plays itself out.

Thursday, October 07, 2004

The Continuation of "The Acceptance of Diversity, or As You Like It"

Today, I recieved an e-mail back from Prof. Cramer:

Jeremy,
Does it seem odd? In a cynical way, no. I can readily imagine that the Chancellor is quite sincere but that people in Housing had no idea that Saturday was Yom Kippur (or felt they had no options to do otherwise given a tight schedule). More cynically, I can even imagine that the Chancellor put out his announcement for PR purposes but didn't intend to follow it exactly; but knowing the Chancellor personally, I very much doubt this.
Question: you say there were two move-in days. Did students have a choice which day to move in, or were half assigned one day and the others assigned the other day? If students were assigned, did they have an option to request the other day?
Jim Cramer



And this was my response:


Dear Dr. Cramer,
On the school's calendar, it only listed Sept. 25th as a move-in day, however, I later learned that there were two move-in days. Half of the housing had the 25th as a move-in day, and the other half moved in on the 26th. I do not know whether or not they had the option of requesting the other day. The students were assigned a specific day that their dorm was having their move-in day. For example, in the Cuarto Area, two halls moved in on the 25th, and two moved in on the 26th.
While I doubt the Chancellor put his announcement out for PR purposes, and also while the dates did not affect me personally, I still find the message to be ironic. I also think there could have been ways around it and completely avoid the situation. For example, UC Santa Barbara and UC Santa Cruz, also on the quarter system, moved in the week before. This difference in dates only changes their academic schedule slightly.
Obviously, I don't think anything can be accomplished about this year's move-in date, however, it is something that I believe the administration should take into consideration when planning school-wide events.
Respectfully,
Jeremy Gimbel

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

The Acceptance of Diversity, or As You Like It

Yesterday, Tuesday the 5th of October, I began a new class. It is a sociology class called "Multi-Cultural Societies" and we will be studying diversity on campus and in macro-sociological environments. I received a forward from professor, Jim Cramer, today that read, "Here's an example of how the University takes diversity into account - - FYI." The attached memo is from our Chancellor, Larry N. Vanderhoef, and the Chair of the Academic Senate, Daniel L. Simmons.

The first half of the memo reads:
"UC Davis is committed to providing students, faculty, and staff with an
environment that furthers their educational and career pursuits. Each year
we write to remind all members of the UC Davis community of our commitment
to avoid, when possible, the scheduling of campuswide events, retreats, and
meetings that conflict with religious holy days. The precise dates of these
holy days may vary from year to year, but they are usually indicated in
contemporary datebooks and calendars and may be found at
http://diversity.ucdavis.edu/html/calendar_holiday.html. We ask you to be
mindful of the Academic Senate resolution stating that "UC Davis seeks to
accommodate any student who, in observance of a religious creed, encounters
an unavoidable conflict with a test or examination schedule...." That
resolution may be found in the 2004-2006 General Catalog on page 63.
"In addition, as an educational institution, we can play a role in fostering
an awareness of, and respect for, the various spiritual and cultural beliefs,
practices, and needs of our community."
The second half of the memo describes how to tastefully decorate for the December holidays without offending anyone.

I decided that this hypocriticalism should be pointed out. So I wrote the following e-mail back to Prof. Cramer:

Dear Dr. Cramer,
This year, like every year, there were two move-in days for those living in the dorms. The first of those two days fell on Yom Kippur, arguably the holiest day of the year for the Jews. On this day, those observing the day are required to fast and some very observant Jews won't do labor of any sorts. That means no driving, lifting, etc.
For those with the move-in day of Saturday, September 25, they moved in on Yom Kippur. Does it seem odd to you that the University would put this message out after it had violated the policy itself?
Respectfully,
Jeremy Gimbel


We'll just have to wait and see what happens.

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Gotta Love It!

I love it when a question mark turns into an exclamation point! Hopefully I'll have some more moments like that in the next few days! Good times in Poli Sci:-)

Saturday, October 02, 2004

I've posted pictures!

If you'd like to see pictures from my college experience so far, go to this photobucket site:

http://photobucket.com/albums/v480/JerAtCollege/

the password is "davis" without the quotations.

Enjoy!

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

College Update

What a rush. I can't even describe it anymore than that. So instead, I'm going to list the three questions everyone asks to try to start conversation:

1) where are you from?
2) what's your major?
3) where do you live now?

Man I love this school. Almost as much as Randy Newman loves LA.

College Update

What a rush. I can't even describe it anymore than that. So instead, I'm going to list the three questions everyone asks to try to start conversation:

1) where are you from?
2) what's your major?
3) where do you live now?

Man I love this school. Almost as much as Randy Newman loves LA.

Friday, September 24, 2004

I'm actually doing it!

I'm actually going to college! Finally!

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Voting with Rational (#2: Prop. 59)

Preface: Before the November election, there will be many advertisements regarding propositions, and candidates for various offices. This is my forum to tell you of my views. I encourage you, whether you agree or disagree, to comment on what I have to say. This is what the political process is about: choosing what is best for our city, county, state, and country. These choices should never be made blindly and, therefore, I will present links for places where you can research other points of view.

Topic #2: California Proposition #59

The full text of the proposition is too long, and the official summary can be confusing, so here's my summary in normal language:
While it keeps the constitutional rights, including that of privacy, due process, and equal protection, this measure will give the public the right to access meetings of government bodies and certain government officials' documents. The only exemption is of the records and meetings of Legislature. The proposition began as a Senate Constitutional Amendment and was put on the ballot for voter approval, after it was passed in both the state assembly and senate unanimously.
So basically, this measure would be more of the public saying "we want access to more government documents" in principle without actually allowing that much more than is already available. The language in the proposition is very vague. It says that Californians will have a "right of access to information concerning the conduct of people's business" and laws in our state "shall be broadly construed if it furthers the people's right of access, and narrowly construed if it limits the right of access." Therefore, this measure would not actually change any rights to access specifically -- in fact, it even says that current laws will not change -- rather, it would tell law makers and judges how laws must be interpreted.
I guess there's really nothing wrong with that. Nor is there any really outstanding argument against the measure. It's sponsored by the California Newspaper Publishers Association and the California First Amendment Coalition, and the one person cited as speaking up against the measure is an attorney, Gary Wesley, who says "Proposition 59 may be better than nothing, but it does not go far enough. The question is whether to vote 'yes' and hope for more or vote 'no' and demand more." I see your point Mr. Wesley, but you've got to start somewhere.
Bottom line is this: for most of us who wouldn't don't read any actual legislative texts, nonetheless the debates and conversations about them, this measure doesn't really apply directly to us. It does, however, affect those who do, and I believe that they should be given access to this information should the choose to seek it. If they're going to discover something, present them with the opportunity to. That is why I am in favor of Proposition 59. Yet, don't just take my word for it. Do your own research!

Get Your Own Info:

Cal Voter site(non-partisian voter information):
http://www.calvoter.org/voter/elections/2004/props/prop59.html

Official Proposition site:
http://www.prop59.org/

IT'S YOUR VOTE. MAKE IT COUNT!

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Voting with Rational (#1: Prop. 68)

Preface: Before the November election, there will be many advertisements regarding propositions, and candidates for various offices. This is my forum to tell you of my views. I encourage you, whether you agree or disagree, to comment on what I have to say. This is what the political process is about: choosing what is best for our city, county, state, and country. These choices should never be made blindly and, therefore, I will present links for places where you can research other points of view.

Topic #1: California Proposition #68

The full text of the proposition is too long, and the official summary can be confusing, so here's my summary in normal language:
Proposition 68 will limit new tribal gaming, however, it will require tribal casinos to pay 25% of their gaming revenues to a government fund. If tribes do not accept terms within 90 days, the proposition will then allow 16 specific non-tribal casino companies to build their casinos and force them to pay 33% of their revenues to fund public safety, regulatory, and social programs. The measure also provides a future clause which will exempt these casinos from future increases.
So how will this measure affect California's budget? The California Director of Finance and a Legislative Analyst estimate revenues of likely over $1 billion annually(that means our state would bring in $1,000,000,000 more dollars a year. That's a nice check to take home.). And these funds would be used primarily for additional firefighting, police, and child protective services.
It seems like a great proposition to me. The state gets money from the casino's revenues. What downsides could there be?
According to the "stop68" website, "Prop. 68 would authorize the big corporate gambling interests bankrolling the measure (racetrack and card club owners like Hustler Magazine’s Larry Flynt) to operate Las Vegas-size casinos with 30,000 slot machines in our cities and suburbs—near 200 schools and traffic congested streets and freeways."
So in other words, they don't want any kind of economic stimuli near their schools, cities, and suburbs because their streets and freeways are already traffic congested. They even go on to claim that Californians will have to bear 400,000 more freeway car trips. However, that Wal Mart Super-center, or that new strip mall, or that new shopping center; they are obviously exempt from this worry. The rational against 68 has even more holes in it, and enough deception that I wonder why they call the proposition the "deceptive gambling proposition," and not their own site as the deception.
The site has provided a map which shows exactly where the new casinos would be going. Unfortunately, they have struck a chord with many voters where this measure wouldn't even apply. For example, they have been advertising heavily in San Diego. Why? Because we've got a huge population to vote against the proposition, even though it will barely affect us. The only casino on the map in San Diego county is in Oceanside. Interestingly enough, they HAVE made the attempt of making it look like the casino will go right next to a recreation park. While it would be about two blocks away from a park, the recreation park drawn on the map that looks so large isn't a normal park. It's a golf course, ironically called "Center City Golf Course", despite it's location at the north most end of San Diego County. Nonetheless, a golf course. A privately owned golf course. So in other words, their argument is "we favor this private business over your private business. They don't provide money for the state. But we like them better. They look nice. They maintain their greens. Really well actually. I saw them mowing earlier." Yet, I digress in sarcasm, so what else is new.
I noticed in their arguments that they mention Larry Flynt a lot. I guess it's a great way to mention someone who wives will see as an immoral, disgusting sleezeball; someone who husbands see as a godsend, yet will still publicly despise. I guess the more times they mentioned his name, the more it got the message out. The phrase "racetrack and card club owners like Hustler Magazine’s Larry Flynt" appears 3 times on the site, and Larry Flynt's name is on 17 different pages bringing his name total to over 50 times mentioned. They even go so far as to call the measure the "Flynt Gambling Proposition." They base this claim off of his introduction of the concept as a part of his gubernatorial campaign. So, in other words, we should vote against this measure because we don't want to have a womanizer from the entertainment business taking control of our state. Good thing we avoided that crisis.
The last point I'd like to bring up on the negative's side is how they play the quoting game. "As the San Francisco Chronicle reports (5/11/04): Prop. 68 means 'California will quickly surpass Nevada as the nation's top gambling state.'" Would that necessarily be a bad thing? California's economy is strong, the 5th largest in the world, so why do we have such an unbalanced budget? Wouldn't more money in the state's treasury be, dare I say, GOOD for the state? If we surpass Nevada as the nation's top gambling state, what will that mean? We might have a lower sales tax. Or even no sales tax. Nevada's casinos are so strong and bring in so much money that they don't have a sales tax in their state. None. Zilch. We Californians, of course, pay around 7.75% and 8.5%, depending on where we live in the state. I'd rather have lower taxes. Wouldn't you?
To be fair, I went to the "Yes on 68" site. It has its quarks, and some were just annoying, but these were only the matter of bad web design, not content based. The site just provides a lot of numbers with no real context. Which is unfortunate because the other site is very well designed.

The reality is this: make sure you know who you're getting your information from. The pro-68 side says that they are supported by horse racing and card clubs, and the con-68 side say that they are "A Coalition of Indian Gaming Tribes, with major funding by United Auburn Indian Community and Pala Band of Mission Indians." Obviously, both sides have a vested interest in your vote, one way or the other. The Indians don't want competition, and the "Larry Flynts"(sorry, couldn't resist) want to make money in California.
The difference between the two options is that as a voter, you can't say that you want more funding for schools, firefighters, police, and social services, but you're turning this opportunity away. It's not the best solution to get more money into the government, or to these services, but it is one way, and it's actually being presented. The only other way that the Governor is providing budgetary relief is through cuts. Here's a way to get more money for the government where nothing is cut and everything is gained.
Yes, there will be more traffic. But there's traffic everywhere you go. And these casinos won't add a noticeable amount on a local level. And here's the bottom line: 68 could mean less taxes eventually while stimulating the economy in a positive way. Unless you have a gambling problem. Then you'd be screwed.
Those are my thoughts, what are yours?

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Why I Love Macs

I just had a 10 minute video chat where I met everyone in the Carmel program in Israel. Yes, I video conferenced Israel. Free. Man I love Macs.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

AEPi Sighting

I was college shopping in target a few days ago, and I came across this. No joke. I didn't even make it say that. It just did. Maybe it's a sign. Or maybe it's a display.

Apology

I sincerely apologize to you, the reader, for having to read the poor grammar usage in the previous post. I shall hang my head in shame.

The evening that turned out not so badly

So after a lot of trying to figure out what was going on, Sarah, Alexa, and I hung out and saw Wimbledon. Not a great movie. Don't even wait until it's on video. Wait until it's on tv for free. But then, you'll have to wait through the commercial breaks and it won't even be worth it because you'll just have wasted time on a really bad movie, AND had to bear the brunt of cliff hangers that lead into the same ads over and over again. In other words, don't see this movie. However, if you like really predictable movies that feature british actors attempting sports, then this movie is right up your ally.
Anyway, the evening didn't turn out so bad, and I made through it unscathed and without remorse for any friendships. That means that it was a successful evening. Good times, Shavua Tov. Deep breath, and I'm off.

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sad day

I don't know what's sadder:

• The fact that I have two friends that I would even consider calling right now

or

• The fact that I posted an invite to hang out on Live Journal. Yes, I did stoop that low. Not quite sure what to do with myself. The post that I'm sure I'll regret.

I got a new phone!

So I finally got a new phone. And while it is the one everyone else and their mother has (excepting of course, my sister and, ironically, my mother), it's nice. Now I'm just waiting for it to charge so I can leave the house. No, that's a lie. For me to leave the house, that'd mean I'd have somewhere to go. Which I don't. I love road trips and what they do to friendships. Anyway, here's the phone:

http://us.lge.com/Product/proddetail.do?action=mobile&prodId=VX6000&categoryId=0401

Thursday, September 16, 2004

A day of randomness? Or just a Rosh Hashana thing?

Or maybe, I'm just having one of those really odd days. Sometimes it's good to have a strange day. A day where you really don't know why you're doing what you're doing, but you do it anyway, and the most random things happen while you are doing the most random of things. I guess being more specific would probably be helpful.
Today, I woke up, had breakfast, went to go pick up Buddy's guitar(random #1) for tonight's service. When I got to Buddy's, he showed me everything like I wouldn't have expected picks and a capo to be in the pick box in the guitar. I understand that it's his baby...whatever...random. Then I went to the post office to drop off two packages to wherehouse records. It's pretty cool. For 9 bucks, I sent CDs off which will give me about $200 credit at Wherehouse.com. Pretty cool. Also, pretty random.
After some time at home getting ready for services, my dad and I drove to the Civic Theater, where my Temple holds High Holiday services, listening to Air America radio's Randi Rhodes show. She had on a guy who was the founder of "nametheoctobersurprise.com" which wasn't that random, but the concept behind the site is just scary. Karl Rove's past candidates (Nixon was one of them, I think Bush Sr. was another) almost always have an "October" surprise which seals the win for them. For Nixon's second term, Kissinger said, in October, something along the lines of "we are at peace." This set the nation at ease and won the election for Nixon. There were many other details involved in the election, and this wasn't the only reason they won, however, it just goes to show how evil and scary Rove is. Anyway, the rational for the site is to guess what Bush's October surprise will be. Some of them, scarily, could very well come true.
One of them especially caught my interest. It's been pretty widely rumored that Osama will be caught in October. This caller's idea was an expansion of the rumor. His prediction was that Osama would be found. In Iraq. Under the protection of the insurgents. This way, Bush can say "see, I was right!" in a nice little package and Kerry wouldn't have time to respond, unfortunately. Again, not that random. Just scary.
Back to the randomness of the day.
So when I got to the Civic theater, I unloaded my gear and saw an Expedition on the sidewalk. I didn't really think much of it because it was a loading dock, after all, and there were a few other cars in the area. My Dad pulled me over, though, and pointed out something I hadn't noticed at first glance: Mayor Dick Murphy's body guard was helping him in, went around to the other side, and then drove off. You wouldn't have noticed the car to be any different unless you had seen what I had, but it was still really cool to see a civic leader up close and personal. I'll admit it, I still get star struck about those kinds of people. It happened with Yoffie, and now it happened with Mayor Murphy.
I also don't know if I was unimpressed or impressed with his entourage, or lack thereof. In one way, the fact that he had a special car was something I didn't really expect. Then again, I really had never given the security detail on a Mayor any thought. Anyway, pretty random.
Once I got inside, my ear, which had just been annoying, started acting up and I could barely hear out of my right ear. I asked Dr. Feldman about it, and he got me meds for an ear infection. Kinda random. Rather, just unfortunate and irritating. Anyway, it's really productive to song lead, nonetheless be a part of a makeshift band, without the ability to hear well out of one ear. I'm assuming from reactions of others that it sounded good. I really have no idea. Pretty random though. (I'm at 11 times using the word "random", notwithstanding this past time)
Now it's a new year. Kinda like a new month. But less often.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

I'm movin back

After much internal deliberation(okay, it was really because there are stalkers on lj), i'm moving back to posting on blogger. thoughts?

Monday, January 26, 2004

Moving to Live Journal

So, for a few different reasons, I'm moving this blog to livejournal. Please follow along at the new site.(it will be linked on my site http://www.geocities.com/gimbeljeremy/ soon.)

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Dave Matthews Interview

I recently read an interview from Rolling Stone with Dave Matthews. There are a few lines from it which I would like to share:
"I was thinking the other day if I could write a nice song about the word fuck. It's such a great word, and such an ancient word. Ryan Adams and Liz Phair are good at putting fuck into songs. It's so beautiful and conversational. You need a certain kind of confidence. I don't think I have the cool."
"I think that we're all equally good and, for that reason, equally bad and have the potential for both. Kindness and love and all those things, without exception, are the most important. And I don't care how weak it sounds. If peace doesn't wear a leather coat, if it doesn't have studs or a nice haircut, if it's uncool, I don't care. Fuck it."

And that is Dave Matthews.

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Pictures from Camp NFTY

You can check out my Camp NFTY pictures!

Dave Matthews Concert

What can I say? Every time I see Dave play(this was the second time, first being with the band right before "where are you going" was released, which was before "busted stuff" was released...so it had been a while), it is as if he want's to put the best set list ever in. You can check it out at this site. For the first time, I saw Tim Reynolds perform. I was in complete awe. I didn't know that both hands could work so well and so fast with eachother while producing sound that is incredibly unique. Our seats were high up on the left side of the stage, but with large LCD screens, we could see everything that happened relatively clearly. The songs they played were so incredible, both in their selection and quality of performance, it is nearly indescribeble(thats why I have this blog. so i can describe it). I also learned something very interesting about Tim's playing style. He uses a slide a lot, which wasn't what I would have expected. Nonetheless, a great set. Then the friends came on.
Each of the musicians that came on were amazingly talented in their own right, yet bringing them together was awesome. They almost played everything on Some Devil. But they played awesome covers, such as "Tell Me Something Good". And that was just the concert.:-) The encore was amazing(im running out of adjectives here). It was just dave and trey(from phish) to start out. Their reditions of Three little birds, everyday, and bathtub gin were nothing completely special, but everyone in the crowd was singing with them, making them what they were. One of the greater moments of the concert was when Dave played the intro for Everyday and the crowd was singing "Honey honey, come and dance with me..." He could have just played that riff for hours and I'm sure we all would have been content singing along with the solo guitar. Then the band came back on and did a post-Lillywhite version of "Sweet Up And Down" which was actually quite good. Props to Stephen Harris on that, but Steve: you got nothin on Butch Taylor when it comes to the keys.
The part of the concert that was the most interesting for me was how every person there came with their own baggage, for their own reasons, with their own friends(if they were with people). For example, I was with my friend Ben. We've been dave fans for about 7 years now, and so for us this was intense. It was his first Dave concert. The guy across the row from us smoked 4 joints through-out the concert, wasnt with anyone, but was throughly enjoying the music in his condition. A few rows down, a group of four guys were sharing joints, just having a good time out with a good reason to get high. Yet, not everyone smoked up. The woman next to us was alone, and was clapping along to nearly every song. The unfortunate thing is that she had a horrible sense of rhythm. But to her, it didnt matter. She was enjoying herself and the music. It's amazing to me that one artist can pull such a range of emotions and crowds. While everyone came with their own pasts, the music was universal. And that is why I had an amazing time at the Dave Matthews Concert.

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

New Rabbi

Okay, so it's been a while since I last posted, however things in my life have been quite hectic. Monday night, I experienced something I had not before seen: an interview by my Temple's Board of directors and the Rabbinic search committee of the newest candidate for Senior Rabbi at Beth Israel. It really was a first chance to see a part of the process first hand, which was great. I realized, however, just how political my congregation has become and how it has moved away from much of the Judaic customs, even among its leaders. When Becky(my sister) was in Israel, she bought me a really cool yalmuke that I now wear anytime I leave the house for some Judaic event. The unfortunate thing is that of the 30 or so Jewish adults there, my Cantor and I were the only two in the room that were wearing a yalmuke. I was not overly surprised to see that none of the board were wearing yalmukes, however, I was surprised to see that neither the Associate Rabbi nor the Rabbi who was interviewed was wearing one. I do understand that yalmukes are usually associated with prayer, and this was a far cry from it, but if someone such as a Rabbi makes their Judaism so much of their life, I would assume they would wear this symbolic gartment to a Temple function. On the other hand, there was careful attention to make the food Kosher style, and Reform Judaism does believe in "Choice through knowledge," so I'm really not one to judge anyone's personal decision, I just found this interesting.
Anyway, I found the prospective Rabbi very good. His involvement in youth activity is very encouraging for our program. His philosophies in working with the board are ones which I highly respect and honor. I liked how he characterized himself as "main stream" in his Rabbinic theories and his stance on inter-marriage was very good and worthy of respect. As a person, I found him very outgoing and personable. I think he would be a great addition to our congregation and can maintain stability with the board and the congregants.

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Nothing

What can I write about when nothing comes to mind? Nothing. I'm using this blog as a stage for reflections about life in general, not necessarily personal experiences. Today, I'm turning a new page and doing something different. Please click this sentence to see my first picture for this blog. It is titled "Guilty".
Story of the picture: I was at the beach with BITY(Beth Israel Temple Youth), my TYG(Temple Youth Group). We were walking along and I noticed there were a number of seagulls pecking at a trashcan. One of the bags fell out and this bird took claim to it, which I found unusual. Most of the time, seagulls just go for whatever they can. Anyway, this bird was very protective of it so I waited from about 20 feet away untill he looked up and I grabbed the shot. I titled it "Guilty" because the shot is more evidence than showing the bird's emotion. Thus, this would cause the bird to be guilty; it is not meant to portray the bird as feeling guilty. Hope you enjoy!

Friday, January 02, 2004

What will people say at my funeral?

People often consider, "what will people say at my funeral?" My response to that question has always been, and may always be, "why does it matter? Hopefully, that's a long time from now, and I won't even be conscious enough to understand what ya'll are saying. So, why spend time dwelling on it?" The original question, however, was brought to my attention again today. Not from a friend asking me, but my thought process today led me to it.
Today, I went to the funeral service for Ben Zoloto, father of a family friend, Bonnie Graff. I was an acquaitence with Ben a number of years ago, but in his later years, our paths just never crossed. The sad thing is that people who knew him his entire life, friends and his children, were giving the standard cliche eulogy. This is not because Ben didn't "light up the room he was in;" it's true, this did happen. The things they said could have been about nearly anyone, unless they were rather dull, to be blunt. (bad pun. . . I know) It's unfortunate to me that here was this amazing person, and what they were saying was completely impersonal. With the exception of a few, namely Bonnie and Cantor Berstein, there was nothing incredibly specific and unique that would separate this funeral from some other random person's. But Ben was special. Ben deserved more Bonnies and Cantor Bersteins.
And that is what I want people to say at my funeral. I don't want the words "lit up a room whenever he entered it" to appear in anyone's eulogy, even if it is true. I'd like to think that the people I am closest with are more creative and have more adjectives and descriptive phrases about me than the cliches. At a time of greaving and heavy-heartedness, the last thing people want is more heaviness in their life. Cliches are jokes. To everything there is a time. Jokes are okay in their time. A eulogy is not oft one of those times. Keep the cliches for another occasion, and speak from your heart. Your loved ones in heaven and earth will thank you for it.